It's already on the 31st! I am still on the computer. Have been working for my students since the last post! Slightly regretting I said I'd make preparation for their experiments. But, hell, I said that. Actually, the work itself is not too bad. It's just too much donkey work. Really stressed.
I have made at least one small progress on my blogging life: I have managed to add a 'hit counter' to this blog. Technically, it's not really attached anywhere on this blog, as I opted for an 'invisible' one, which means (as I understand it) it will prevent others knowing how unpopular, or literally invisible, my blog is. That sounds great. I get easily ashamed :) I wonder if I'm alraedy contradicting to myself: on one hand I say publishing is a secondary purpose in my blogging, but on the other hand, I am being so self-concious. But I suppose that's part of the game.
I am getting more tense. When was the last time I had a drink (not a soft kind), I wonder. About 12 hours ago, I assume. I fell asleep on my new sofa while watching telly. Can't remember what the programme was.
No wonder I am tired. It's almost 4am. Better go to bed. The cats are already asleep in their own comfy places of the moment. But they are such loyal sweeties they are in the same room as me, as usual.
Can't remember how many times I've thought about drinks in the last few hours. But I really shouldn't let the reflection let me down. It's normal to think about it if you're trying to do something about it. It's not necessarily a bad sign. Besides, who cares whether it's bad or not. I don't have much choice other than sticking to this.
I can do it. I know I can.
Will grab the cats, and off to bed. Night-night...
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